I'm So Lost.

Randy Edsall, who built a fledgling Connecticut program into a Big East champion and BCS bowl team, has been hired by Maryland to succeed Ralph Friedgen, sources told ESPN's Joe Schad on Sunday. Edsall, whose team lost to Oklahoma in Saturday night's Tostistos Fiesta Bowl, did not return Sunday to Connecticut on the UConn charter flight. Instead, said ESPN.com sources, he and his family were to fly from Phoenix to Maryland to meet with Terrapin school officials. Meanwhile, an ESPN.com source also said there is a possibility of a 6 p.m. team meeting at Maryland. Former Texas Tech coach Mike Leach had been considered a leading candidate for the Maryland opening.

What the fuck does Maryland football have that UConn doesn't? You don't get a much easier route to a BCS game  than you do in the Big East. Is going up against Va. Tech, Miami, and Florida State that much better than Pitt, West Virginia and TCU in 2012? I just feel rejected and used. Does love really not exist anymore? People wake up one day and decide they can throw away years of memories and emotions without even thinking about it. I guess all I want is some closure. Fuck this year so far. 2011 can take a ride on my suck stick.